Computer Science Vs. CSS (Central Superior Services)
I was having two options a day ago, whether I go for CSS or Computer Science Field.
Verily I selected and made future plans right after my matriculation and I decided at that time, I will become Computer Science. But I got distracted. I was losing my dreams and aims that I had. It's a life, people lost the way and find that lost way or change the journey. What I did? I tried to find the way which I lost by trends.
I thought deeply in a separate room, all alone. What if I become CSS Officer or Computer Scientist. Let me share it with you. Please correct me where you feel something wrong.
CSS:
I thought If I become CSS Officer then what next? I will have Money, Power, Protocol and will do what I could. I'll have a lot of money, power, protocol,facilities (everyone wish for, nature of human) and yes I'll serve nation too but who will allow me. And then 'll become older and older, will be retired, will have kids and their kids then I'll die that's it. If an officer who would be senior to me, said me to do wrong, I'll have to say Yes, Sir! . Sorry to say, is there any honesty too? If your senior is not then what would I do? ....
I thought If I become CSS Officer then what next? I will have Money, Power, Protocol and will do what I could. I'll have a lot of money, power, protocol,facilities (everyone wish for, nature of human) and yes I'll serve nation too but who will allow me. And then 'll become older and older, will be retired, will have kids and their kids then I'll die that's it. If an officer who would be senior to me, said me to do wrong, I'll have to say Yes, Sir! . Sorry to say, is there any honesty too? If your senior is not then what would I do? ....
I'll have a lot of responsibilities as well, will I able to give proper time to my family and kids? I'll go at 6 and return at 4. This is how my life will go? Well, I must say it's really a great filed and I know I can do it. I believe on myself enough... I mean What else I'll able to do out of the box? Any guesses? Theories to make me understand? A lot to discuss but post going long...
Final is that I inspired by my cousin, who is going to be an CSS Officer InshALLAH, Was I interested in this field before my cousin? No, I am forced to take interest in this field because of it's attraction and charm (money as well). In which thing I was interested before fortunately without following trend? was that CSS? Absolutely No. It was Computer..... It is Computer...
Computer Science:
I am more interested in this field. I am interested not because everyone is in this field, I am not loving it because it's a trend. I didn't had a single friend from this field nor relatives. It's my love towards it. I faced a lot of obsession regarding this field but I listened no one. I should follow what my heart says to me not the trend or people.
I am more interested in this field. I am interested not because everyone is in this field, I am not loving it because it's a trend. I didn't had a single friend from this field nor relatives. It's my love towards it. I faced a lot of obsession regarding this field but I listened no one. I should follow what my heart says to me not the trend or people.
I thought if I become a computer scientist or a programmer then I can change lives and life style of people. May be I am the one who will bring a flood in IT. May be I am the next one who will bring more reliable technology than Iphone , Apple, Samsung. May be I am the one who will be called side by side with Steve , Mark, Bill gates, etc Why I shouldn't go out of the box? why I shouldn't mark my name on the earth, so generations could remember me? Why I couldn't be the ideal whose quotes will be share with proud? They are humans then I am too...
I'll have a freedom to go anywhere, to do anything, work when I wish to. People would say Yes, Sir! If I would late, not a big thing, If I would on a leave, not a big thing. I can go at 8:05 AM and return on anytime even 8:05 AM I'll give proper time to my kids and family. It's for sure, I'll have money, cars, fame employee. Yes, I'll be lack of power that CSS have, but I'll have a power to change world/ I will drop and raise Tech to the next level. If something wrong, I'll do, no one can stop me, no seiour over my head to stop me.
I've been using products of others, now other will use mine. I can be Entrepreneur. I am in 2nd year of ICS. I am still having ideas, ideas which can break the rope. I've a purpose of my life otherwise GOD do not need people, there are many but everyone has a role in the play and purpose of their life. Why we are far from IT, why we are in minorities. Who will grow the number? Perfect Digital Marketer? Entrepreneur? Programmers? Security? SEM? SEO? Freelancer? Who will bring them? May be I am the one who will make it.
I rejected CSS and Selected Computer...
By: Shahzaib Shafi
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